alright.
I'm done with this account.
I'm deleting all of the pieces.
anything I like enough to keep will be posted on my ~threat-to-sanity account.
I'll keep drawing anime like things here and there, but having a million different accounts is just too much for me.
anyone who I'm watching on this account who I'm still interested in will be watched by ~threat-to-sanity
and if anyone is still interested in watching me, you know where to go.
farewell.
^^

I'm slowly returning.. rejoice!
lol.
but I'm not much of an anime fan anymore... so you'll see a lot more of my own stuff.
<3 Carissa

Yay!! I sold my first real commision!!!!!!
Twas this picture to this person!
I'm so happy!!!!
I've never really sold a piece before!!!
If anyone else wants a commision, I'm open!
woooooo
'dances'

yay!
I can't belive i actually sold something!! w00t!

Good news for those who like when I draw:
I may actually complete a picture

Bad news for those who don't like when I draw:
I may actually complete a picture

And... in other news.

Version II of "I'm Not Sick But I'm Not Well" Music Video premeres today!!!
Now it's the actual sound footage...
moderately funny!
Take a look?



well.. I guess that's all for now...
sorry about my lack of friends/clubs info.... NO SUBSCRIPTON ANYMORE!
lol..
I'll get over it.
NOW I'M OFF TO READ RAINBOW BOYS!

er....
I'm freaking out here... for various reasons....


I tried calling like, 50 people, NONE of them answered there phone...
I literally CAN'T draw anime... or anything.,.. unless I have a photo reference... I am totally out of ideas... like... 100%.... I can't draw draw something without getting bored of it...
I'm having withdrawl of Esau... DAMNIT!
MY SUB IS GONE! so now I am therefore screwed... like... I seriously am. I think I'm going to unwatch about 300 people.... at least.. cause this is pretty bad.. I get a new deviation like, every 15 seconds... errr....
I haven't posted a picture for a MONTH AND FOUR DAYS... i'm sick to my stomach just thinking about it.. i feel so.. off..
I NEED INSPIRATION!!!! SOME BODY HELP ME FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DRAW!!! I JUST CAN'T DO IT!!!!
And now I have my fiirst really bad headache in.. like... MONTHS.. i feel SICK. That's not normal for me.. I don't get SICK.
But I am...
what the hell i wrong with me...
It only took me.. like 3 minutes to type this, I'm so hyper...
yet I can't move...
oh god.. I think I'm going insane...

I am afraid of what lies ahead...
lets see... school's out on thursday for SPRING BREAK!
but I'll probably be busy ALL OF BREAK... i need less of a life.. and more time to myself.. I'm ALWAYS with someone..
maybe that's why I'm so psycho now.... ahhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
'shudders'
WHY IS IT SO FUCKING COLD IN HERE?
shit.. the potatoes are boiling over....

then break ends on like, lthe 3rd of APRIL... then the ROB ZOMBIE concert is on the 8th I think.
Don't be suprized if I came back DEAD after the mosh.
DDEEEEAAAADDDDDDDDD.... 8x
DEATH!!!!!!
DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD DEAD....
as in.. like.. no longer living....

whooooaa....
My bracelets are burning my skin.. my guitar gives me COPPER BURN!!!
IT HUUUURTS... ut only for a second...
it tastes like metal when my fingers burn off...


whooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like someone's trying to kill me.. it rocks!!! BUT IT SUX!!!!
I'M SO PARANOID RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!
JESUS!!!!
eeehhh.....
ok.. I'm gonna stop typing.. this isn't helping... at all...
rainbow..... the color of my wristband....



life will go on... even after the moshpit consumes my soul... or after my body, in all it's gigantic splender and glory, consumes the mosh pit.
\What will happen?
Tune in to the next episode of "what the fuck is SHE on" to find out!
MITTENS!